Therapy..

I finally got up the nerve to make that phone call today…the one that would result in my first ever therapy appointment.  I am surprised at how nervous I am.  Am I nervous about finding the office, about getting lost on the way there, or not being able to find parking?  Is it just the idea that I have to be somewhere at a certain time?  Or am I nervous about baring my soul to a total stranger?  I hope this helps, I really do.  I’ve been through a lot and maybe this will help me put all the pieces of my past together.  Maybe I can finally have a normal relationship with my mother, and learn how to sort out and communicate my feelings.  It’s so easy to figure out everyone else, but I am my biggest mystery.  sigh…here goes nothin’!

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